i can 't handle my autistic child anymore

The inability to communicate, meltdowns, need for structure can look exactly the same even though a person may be able to fake NT from time to time. Make a doctor appointment. This article was laughable. You are the problem They need help not shame. Thank you for such a thoughtful resource and such great ideas. You probably didnt even read the article. And the assumptions about how the parent must have all these other outlets? Just stop it. "I Don't Like My Child, Help!" "I've had it with my 12-year-old daughter who has ADHD, sensory disorder, and learning disabilities (LD). If its something youd be willing to share about an NT child, sharing it about your autistic child is likely not a problem and not the phenomenon that this article os describing. How dare you? Higher functioning individuals struggle to keep jobs in our lovely ultra individualistic society. It is okay to casually let your child know that a stim looks odd. Most autism mums disgust me. To re a firm that just because i have break downs and the cold reality of raising a disabled child doesnt look like the made up fairy tale people try to sell you online, does not mean im a horrible mother or bad person. My son is nonverbal, aggressive, on meds and not toilet trained at 7. Your post is the most discriminatory and ableist thing Ive read in a while. If the people in those groups knew how you feel they wouldnt want, or feel comfortable, having you as a member. And I research how I can make it better and i take him to therapy and we try this and that But what I really need some times is to see someone else who struggles too. We get no respite care (because government funding for services like that have been cut). Tell the police about your child, about autism, and about what you would want them to do if you called in a crisis. agree, 100%. Also, explain why people who have cerebral palsy and intellectual disability easily get caregivers and support while people with intellectual disability and severe autism are discriminated for everything? But not too worry. Some days better than others. Were not your pets, were people, and we deserve privacy. She is anything but a bad person. This attitude can help you focus on helping, instead of punishing. I saw that video too and my first thought was why is she taking him to this bloody Elmo thing anyway.He so obviously didnt want to be there. Im heartbroken for the years unnecessary pain for all of us but we are so good now! He screams most of the time hes awake. And yes you can shove youre gross harmful opinions back up you ass, because I grieved I did, when the drs told me my baby will never know langue, he will never call me mommy, he will not love another, he will not Mary, there will be no dances or seeing him do normal things like draw or sort Its devastating its the loss of all original hopes and dreams you had for the baby you carried for months. If they like stimming, try stimming with them you might see what they get out of it or work out youre just wired differently :p. Then dont be a part of those FB parents groups. Otherwise shut your trap about things you have no experience, or no clue about. They may even turn into a great career someday. Some of you really need to do some research and defer to the autistic community because you are making autistic people look like monsters. Has anyone been in this situation and can give me some wisdom and advice or even just a 'you are not alone'? Its the broadcasting of something private to her and her son. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. Some autistic children benefit from special diets. You dont even know what youre talking about. Your 15 20 25 still in a specialized car seat. Surely you jest. What about the fathers? I dont doubt your love for your son at all- Im sure you love him and would die defending him. She's defiant, rude, immature, and uncooperative. Always consult a doctor before altering a child's diet. Yes they will mature. Develop the tech skills you need for work and life. Thats why theres no need to put those things on YouTube, where everyone can see them. Were all different. While I agree with everything she says, I agree that it would have been better if she had made up an example, or used a variety of examples, so as not to shame one particular person. Why? Hey! have you ever met autistic children at the level 3 end of the spectrum? You are causing harm publishing ridiculous articles such as this. I had a blog where I used to write this same kind of thing, all sunshine and farts about raising my autistic brood. Im apart of many autism parents FB groups and Im getting tired of all the parents playing victim to autism and crying on their public pages about how their children are a burden. Yes, raising an autistic child in this world is hard but its harder for him to have to live in it when people are portraying autism as a horrible ugly thing and saying things like half regarded and half insane about their own children. Thats why shes asking for privacy, because while I hope to god that your son outlives you, statistics say that someone elses Autistic child wont. So if I have to complain I will do it because it really is difficult. No full nights sleep. Ill ask that you kindly read this post about the harm in functioning labels. I was with you until I got to that list. Is hard. This is not a "different way of seeing the world" that he has, or "a wonderful gift." This is a child about to be 9 years old who can not say "mum" or use a bathroom himself. No matter what, our kids deserve dignity and respect, even in our worst moments. I dont know. Whats that based on? This can be harmful to the child's self-esteem and may cause regression, aggression, and other problems. Watching your child in the hospital restrained to a bed because they are severely ill, and have no idea why they need an IV or who the people (doctors and nurses). You have much to learn. Get a babysitter and plan a date night with your spouse. I do not speak for all mothers or autistic individuals, but only for myself. But definitely not in the childs best interest. Don't feel bad if your child never learns to speak. So your child isnt going to be a football star or a cheerleader. There are appropriate forums and the sobbing mom should have used one of them. All you know is what you see in others. I dont have the time to teach them based on their particular interests. You really seem to be of the mind that women should just shut up and put up with no help. Do you have any experience with severe autism? Feelings that others relate to and thanked her for sharing so they dont all feel alone. Im sure there are good moms with dozens of kids but this writer seems to dont have a human heart. Take yourself out for a Starbucks coffee to clear your head. Some days I want to kill myself, I wouldnt wish my childs Autism on my worst enemy and I love my child, but I need respite and there isnt any, my family wont help, I dont blame them, neither will my spouses, no one can handle it we have been trying for 3 years now to get resources Im tired and help hasnt been coming for so long now, unless we win the lottery tomorrow. I wouldnt care if my child decides to be a homeless on his own accord, but I would care if he has to live the rest of his life in a group home. If you dont have a good support network, I hope you are able to find one. He has punched holes in the walls of every room in the house. She is NOT complaining about her child. And she cries because if she dies before he does she doesnt believe anyone will go to her childs funeral. But dont complain about how its so terrible to raise an autistic child. Frustration over a lack of communication. I have two autistic children. Is she not allowed to have one? I know I am inflexible. Forcing their disorders in the same category isnt helpful to anyone. The police department knows your kid. How much they wish it didnt exist? Point istry to take it one day at a time. He can go to the bathroom on his own and even though he didnt go to mes school he still has the possibility to think of what he wants his life to be. It was about you taking your child to see Elmo. So please, stop complaining about your autistic children. Im tired of being afraid of my neighbors and onlookers calling CPS because they think Im abusing my child when theyre having a meltdown, Im tired of being questioned about bruises from self harm, Im tired of people telling me the only option I have as a soon to be single parent is give your flesh and blood to state custody, Im tired of having everyone walk out of my life because there is no normalcy when my child is involved, Im tired of professionals telling me it will get better and not seeing any progress, Im tired of crying at the end of the day when my child is finally asleep feeling like no matter what I do I am constantly failing them, Im tired of being tired. Not all sunshine and rainbows??? Your child may learn to communicate very well in alternative ways, such as sign language, typing, facilitated communication, and more. Good for you, you must be soooooo perfect! I know I did. They may use abusive tactics, such as holding down your child's hands, ignoring feelings of discomfort or fear, ignoring the right to say no, withholding food, or even using electric shocks. Right on! You could choose to cope in the way that helps YOU and your child without hating on another parent and HER CHILD. And he will outlive me. Hmmm? Serious sleep problems. Especially if your child is severely affected, AND UNABLE TO SELF ADVOCATE, he needs a translator, i.e., his mom, his primary caregiver. (Because yall can hold down a job?) My daughter knows she has some hurdles to overcome due to her autism but not coddle them cuz life wont coddle them and how are you preparing them for when your gone. But somedays after he finally goes to bed at 2 am after being violent and screaming till he pukes all day because the page in his book got torn, I kiss him and i cover him and i go sit outside in the cool air. Nonverbal autistic people can be very happy and successful in life, like Amy Sequenzia. Facing my fear: to save my autistic son's future, I had to let him go Elayne Robertson Demby It's always hard for parents when their children leave home. The more issues you have (like autism) the harder and more difficult life becomes. I am just the carer. While I also have chronic pain, I cant fathom his. A tantrum is goal-driven behavior that occurs when a child feels frustrated or wants to manipulate an adult. When you say that you dont think your child will have any friends ever, youre telling the world that autism makes someone un-loveable. everyone struggles and we all do and say things in the heat of the moment when tired, unhappy or stressed. Win win! People with autism will have greater struggles in life. Grab lunch with a friend and vent about life. I am an autistic adult (of the drive a car, have a job ilk ;). Raising an autistic child is literally hell on earth, no two ways around it. So I really have to say it is unbearable most of the time. While I agree that someone publicly shaming their disabled (or even typical) child is a disgraceful thing, what you are describing sounds more like the mom had a mental breakdown. Its not because of him, i am in awe of bravery and strength, its because of this worldi have fears. Consistency makes it clear that you mean what you say. For example, hitting one's head could be replaced by rapidly shaking the head. And they both need it 100% of the time, not just when they can act NT and not just when they are in a wheelchair or obviously disabled. No one elses. You dont want to believe the severely autistic even exist let alone cause their parents heartbreak. I feel really bad for him, youre disgusting. Shes clearly not saying theres NO complaining to do just that plastering it on public forums isnt doing anyone any favors. I struggle socially, have meltdowns, struggle with squalor, sensory overload, dyspraxia etc. Youve never seen the severe side, and the helplessness and despair. I would NEVER refer to him as a burden. Your own attitude is half the battle. You are proving the authors point. I think sharing about how to deal with parenting issues (regardless of whether the child is ND or NT) is invaluable. I think this grace should extend to the autistic child. I am the mother of a severely autistic child and this life sucks I belong to a support group where we share it all. "Found things that I can continue doing and those I can eliminate that aren't helping her. Does that make you feel better to use capital letters. I am a dew drop on a leaf evaporating into thin air. Work with your child to find alternative ways to stim. Its just not okay at all. What actually angers me about thisthe word ABUSIVEthat is shockingperhaps take a trip to social workand you will better understand the concept of what abuse is,disrespectful to victims of real abuse. THAT is NOT up for debate. She tells HER story. He also deals with Chiari Malformation and Red Ear Syndrome. Everyday is a struggle for my and my husband, our child is very difficult, very behind and despite intensive therapy I already can see my future. Kids who missed chucks of schooling for different reasons, kids going through family crisis, kids with other learning difficulties. My son was disagnosed at age 3 in 1991 at the Einstein Center in the Bronx when the prerequisite for being considered autistc was being so profoundly withdrawn into your own world you didnt relate, react or respnd to anythingor if you did it was insanely appropriate.They have stretched that diagnoses out to the point where people who can have perfectly back and forth conversations, drive cars, have jobs, go to college, marryare autistic, leading advocates and polititians to assumeautismthose special little genious snowflakes who are great in math,right?thats one reason services are so tough to come by.Were no longer allowed to say.my child is half retarded and half insane, and the only time I get a break is when hes asleep.Im always amazed when people want autistics to stand up and talk about themselves.huh??? I have not complained for 30 years. How utterly ironic that you dare accuse the author of lacking empathy and describing that as her autism talking when your comments are horrendously offensive and lacking in insight. Thank you for writing this. I guess you missed the part where she said all she wants is for her Son to be happy!! So just stop. Adult Austistics are the greatest resource we have as parents. Life can be stressful for autistic people, which can result in some behavior that is difficult for parents and caregivers to respond to. There is something that I can not understand why my autistic child ruin things (e.g., cutting mouse wire, toilet lights pulled switch, throwing android tablet from third floor flat, peeled laptops keypads, smashing laptops screen, rip trousers intentionally, etc) and waste things (e.g., squeezing new tube of toothpaste, shampoo, bath-gel out until empty, etc). Yes, she said some uncomfortable things but also more importantly said that all she wants is for her child to be HAPPY! 3. I try to post very little about my son in a negative light, because I dont want people to view him as a monster or hate him. 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Just because our neurotype is different, doesnt mean we dont need and deserve the same respect. High and low functioning? It was shown that autistic people are able to emphasise With each other as well as neurotypicals can with each other. If shes not for you dont follow her, dont watch her videos but making a blog to shame her cause you dont prefer her style, ew just ew. For the love. For example, if your wife likes spicy spaghetti and your daughter cries when given spice, place the spice shakers on the table instead of mixing spice into the sauce. PLEASE stop blogging about Autism. I do not post about this other than to help others in need. Remember he cherry picked the severely autistic to go die at the gas chamber and keep the HF autistic alive for research? It is exhausting living with a full grown man with the IQ of a toddler. But my child needs to be accepted for what he can and cannot do, for how his brain is wired differently just like yours needs it. Im one of the lucky high-functioning ones & even I was a burden to parent. No one elses. I cant drive with him because he kicks me in the back of the head and pulls my hair. Even people who are just looking for a sentimental video, but dont have one autistic in their lives themselves. But his cousins probably will. When you say that autism makes your life so difficult, you're telling the world that autistic people are more trouble than we're worth. See if your child can handle eating gummy vitamins if their diet is very limited. Now that Im dealing with the same, I am so glad she put his struggles out there, because she shared tools that greatly helped my son. Every single day for nearly the last decade we have been: hit, kicked, punched, screamed at, injured, and drained (emotionally, physically, mentally and financially). Many autism-related organizations treat autistic children like burdens and spread the rhetoric of abuse. My son is severe ASD and I often need to talk or vent, and I absolutely detest autism, and the things autism does to my son and our family, but in no way does that mean I hate him. Symptoms associated with being unable to control emotions include: being overwhelmed by feelings. She cries in her car, on video for hundreds of thousands of people to see, because her son is autistic and that makes her life hard. I had to quit working because there was no one willing to take care of him once he got older. From an autistic childs perspective, and my other neurodivergent friends, they are delusional and dont care about what their actual children think, and someones identify shouldnt be my child is autistic. as minors, we do not want to be seen as tokens or things for our parents to control. Your autistic children at the gas chamber and keep the HF autistic alive research. With each other ) is invaluable knew how you feel better to use capital letters with Chiari Malformation Red... 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